stupid lol.. my dad came to interrupt me using the computer again.. he and his stupid movie.. haiz.. i was chatting with friend then have to stop bcos of his movies.. waited the more than 2 hrs for him and my uncle to finish doing what they were doing...
after that, shaun sent me the URL that the express students did to ask questions frm mrs ng who has retired recently.. they are so cute.. haha... asking chemistry and physic questions and mrs ng replied them... came back to think, i think that's quite useful to them and a bright idea they thought of.. must pray them for able to think such a brillant idea..
again, i studied history again... history paper is on the tuesday.. haiz... i don think i will do very well for this prelim arh.... anyway, i'm taking this prelim in a relax manner like what mr tan c.c and ms v.tan said... if not, i'm sure i will be dead for this O level.. throughout whole day stayed at home like usual.. i'm promise that i will sure work after O level and do swimming that i used to do when i was in pri sch and also trained back my abs arh.. looking at the mirror, i saw myself getting fat and 8 packs become 6 liao.. so sad sia :( i have eaten too much this year to distress especially lately.. haiz...
at night, ziyi chatted with me. she kept saying i will be the top for this prelim one.. i replied she think too highly of well liao and told her that i'm taking this prelim in a relax manner.. so i'm not putting 200% into this prelim so that i have sufficient energy to chiong for O level.. must get the target i want.... jia you weiming... chatted with yew chye too.. he's really funny to talk to.. he really work very hard in his holiday.. wrking 13 hrs a day frm monday to sunday... he seem to have some problems which i wish i could help him.. but you noe me, myself, have to worry abt my 3 meals ever since my family faces financial problems when my dad spent large amount of money to fight with my mom in the court for their divorce. furthermore, i lost all my savings which have a five digits number in my bank account to my mom.. i have nothing now and had to start frm scratch.. haiz... if i still have those savings which my mom claimed that she has the right to take back for the money she spent on me, i would not have to worry abt my 3 meals and could go out happily like all other teenagers, watching movies, going starbuck or fish and co which i nv been before in the life till now and even buy clothes that i like.. talking abt buying clothes, it has been long ever since i bought new clothes. in a year, i only bought once. it was when the chinese new year is coming... i promise that i would work hard and get a good job and enjoy life in the future where i could do the things i like such as travelling and buying those clothes that i like..
i will work hard for that day to come and first my one stage is to do well for my O level... for ur dream jia you.... tomorrow will be a better day :) good nite
(searching for my central pillar of motivation.........)
the present struggles i face will serve as the central pillar of success and an asset ~weiming
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