early in the morning, it was raining heavily lol... raining tons of cats and dogs sia... my dad also gave yuyan a ride since it was raining heavily... today, i had poa paper 1... didn't study that much la... read the notes b4 the paper starts... damn slack sia, playing silkroad yesterday and watch anime... -_-"

the paper was not that difficult, i have two wrong le.. nvm la treat it as a school fees, buying a lesson.. haha... no matter wat, i stand high chance in getting A1 le, after knowing the result of paper 2... in sch, i was somehow hurt by some of the comments frm some people... the feeling came back... everything really seems to change... i really miss those days whereby we had fun and laughter and including with my express friends who had graduated... despite they have left the sch, they still concern abt me, wishing me good luck and giving me encouragement... really have to thank them alot... truly, i was so touched by them...

what i did really seen to be useless? the passion to learn new thing really that wrong? the effort i put in doing everything really that hateful? do i have to be the one to be put in all the misery? what i want and hope for is just friends who could share problems with... friends have been all along my main root of security and happiness after what had gone wrong at home... i don want to be treated that way... what i have done to help really that meaningless? the notes i have shared, the willingness to teach those who need help, the extra effort i put in to become a "babysitter" of the class, the unbearable feeling of mine to leave someone being lonely. does all that seems to be meaningless? to prevent people being left alone, i have made myself a good friends for all race in the class. nonetheless, making everyone to be active in games during pe lesson, making sure that everyone at least have the chance to get the ball, regardless whether they are good in sport or not, in captain ball... everything seems to be changing rapidly...

what so ever, it create alot of impacts in me since before the prelim.. i thought i have get them off me during the september holiday... but it seems to come back again today... haiz... however, i received a warm helping hands frm express friends again.. that's really nice of them.. i was told by aik ho that mjc is having open house on nxt friday... he invited me and i agreed in going... to get some information and support them... haha.. hopefully i could go in mjc for my 3 mths trial... then can meet them again... haha... maybe also go there to scare my godbrother's girlfriend who is a pe teacher there.. haha :P.. maybe she will get a shock of her life to see me there or even join the sch... hahaha...

finally tml is the last paper of prelim and i didn't study much for it... slack again... hopefully everything goes well.. i cant slack for long liao...haha... i have to be in buster and agressive mode... over and full drive... plus the constantly booster i received frm teachers, yew chye, felicia, aik ho, hao yan, leonard, kee chen, kelly and the rest... i will make it one... what i have always believe in... the passion to learn new thing and the principles of mine... jia you bah... it's time for me to reveal all my ability for this O level... thank everyone...

Last day of prelim
18/9 - History and Emath2 (completed)
19/9 - Social studies and Physic ( completed)2
0/9 - Amath2 (completed)
21/9 - English 2 and POA (completed)
24/9 - MT2 and Chemistry (completed)
25/9 - Amath1 (completed)
26/9 - Emath1 (completed)
27/9 - POA1 (completed)
28/9 - Chem/Physic 1 (progressing...)

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