Friday, March 14, 2008

FAITH AND HOPE

HI, it has been a long while since i have updated my blog.. Purely, it's because i'm too LAZY to do tat. Nw i have decided to do tat is because i nid to throw things out frm my heart ever since an incident happened..

Just as other teens who are going to be enrolled into their respective poly, i went for my medical check up on the 11 march.. Unfortunately, something went wrong in the results. About the detail, i wont be mentioning much. And currently, im not certain to say what actually went wrg but i do roughly have an idea of wat it could be.. im just hoping tat it would not be life threatening and bring a dramatic change to my body. Nw i realised how weak a life of a human can be. In addition, i finally realised tat i want to live longer. I'm totally clueless, scared and lost. Not knowing wat will be coming.

Today on the 14 of march, i went for my second medical check up alone. I din call any friends to go along with me. I din want any of them to see the weak side of me nor i think anyone would want to go with me. Greatly i hope tat everything would be fine. However, the results remainthe same. i was referred to the polyclinic and subsequently referred to the CGH for a appointment in nxt month. I was depressed abt the results but i definitely noe that i still have to stay strong no matter hw bad it will be. Just as i tot everything began to go smoothly for me, THIS came.

Now wat i could do is to cherish everything and hope tat i could still enrolled into TP. Im not sure whether i have the strength to endure and overcome but i will definitely try my very best. Thank for the encouragement i have received. For the sake of our friendship, I will jia you..
A NEW CHALLENGE HAS BEGUN!!


*may i will be blessed and have the strength to overcome*

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